When I resumed working for Ace of Blades, the previous day I also resolved to work on 4lawns, knowing regular employment was a viable addition, a.k.a. option, alternative, whatever. Since then, I’ve hesitated, as usual. My boss gets on my nerves, as usual, and me on his nerves as if the only one – not. When I think, he does something else, so I had to reconsider my future. This is an attempt to follow through with my original intentions to do both a job and to resume 4lawns. After all, the principle of “self” employment is to get jobs, then they will come to me if I do good.